Prayers needed

Well here I am again ready to be transparent with you all. I know my transparency has often seemed so negative over the last few months but I am trying to process what is going on. Liam's screeching has gotten worse. I am so at a loss as to what to do. I am struggling so hard right now becuase i feel like I should be able to fix this. I should be able to figure this out. I can't. I have tried I have tried so hard and everytime it is met with total failure. I don't know if something is physically, mentally, or emotionally wrong with my baby. I don't know how to help him. I have spent the last 4 months in a complete state of confusion. I sit here so broken. So totally broken. Liam now doesn't just screech during the day but as of the last two nights he does it now at night in his sleep. He wakes up screaming and crying and I don't know what to do. I hold him but he seems beyond the place of being comforted. Please pray for me. Please pray for me. Please pray for me as I miss Wesley. I miss having the mental strength and emotional energy to be engaged with him. I miss my sanity. I miss feeling competant as a parent. Most of all I am grieving. Grieving what our adoption story looks like so far and grieving what I had painted it to be. Please pray for us. Please pray for doctors social workers and Us as Liams parents. Please pray for God's mercy and divine intervention that he would interced and give us wisdom. Give us some indication as to whats wrong. Please pray that if there is something that will work to help this please pray it shows some signs sooner then later. Please pray for my relationship with Liam. Pray that our relationship would be an inseperable bond of a mother and baby. Please let him need me.