a hard decision

We have our new numbers and we are moving, We feel at a very fast pace(totally excellent). Through some amazing circumstances God has really brought some much needed conversations into the Rye home. Over the last 48 hours Aaron and I have been really asking eachother some hard stuff. Really long personal story short we have come to a hard but good place. We have decided to take ourselves off of the sibling list. I know this will come as a shock to many because we really felt God was leading us in this direction. One thing I began to ask myself is if I could physically do it. Not emotionally (which would also be difficult) but physically. Could I physically handle carrying 3 children around at different times throughout the day. The answer for me is no. We knew it would be hard but I guess moving closer and closer to our "due date" has helped us realize that we need to be asking ourselves the really hard questions now. We want our "ultrasound" moment to be nothing but excitement. We are so excited to meet the newest member of the Rye family! Thanks be to God for blessing us in this journey.